I am a wimp on chemo.

Ok, let me tell you, after my first round of chemo yesterday, I am
a wimp. Chemo makes me sick and just feel overall yucky. The
good news is, I felt so bad, I just slept for hours. So that was
a good thing. Eating is hard for me, so I take the nausea shot
Before my meal and after. Not that it makes me want to eat, but
At least I don't puke. My lovely friend, brought me an awesome plaque
that reads" Be still and know that I am God". For those that know
me well enough, they know it is one of my favorite scriptures".
this has helped me a great deal. It is a reminder that all I have
To do is be still and just know he is. God told me years ago to
quit smoking, but the rebellious child I am, I didn't listen. Now
I am suffering the consequences of that decision. Good parents
allow us to suffer consequences, and this may be one on those
Times. I pray it is not. I pray he will show just a little of
His grace and mercy and spare me or at least buy me more time
If at the end of this journey, if anyone of you "blame God",
Then I didn't do my job. I am to blame. Me alone. God is my
comfort, my strength, and personally, I've enjoyed hanging out
With Him. I will keep up the fight, y'all keep up the prayer, and
we'll take this as far as it goes. Keep the faith, becky