Pastor Mike and prayer

Sorry, I got interrupted and couldn't figure out how to go back. As I was saying, I know there is an answer to this dilemma, just not sure what its. And maybe that is not a true statement. I just need to figure out how to make Gods will, my will, in this matter. I have to trust that he has my best interest at heart. And I have to figure out a way to follow His will, without giving up my desire to fight for my life. Maybe next Sunday, Pastor Mike will preach on something easy. I can only hope. :). Keep praying, Becky